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Dec. 3rd, 2000 | 12:34 am

I am lost and confused and not exactly sure what I want. I saw David last night and I realized that I really miss him.

Poor Greg.

I find it extremely difficult to concentrate and get work done with my mother in the hospital. Of course, it doesn't help that my dad tells me I've wasted my day because I slept till 11:30 and so on so I'm just getting started with real work at 11:30 at night. My mother had errands that she needed me to run and stuff like that, and the fact of life is that family happens to come first for me. Which means I do the best I can on my schoolwork... and I've managed to get extensions with everything, really, so I'm doing fine. But I do need to work tonight. I'm trying to revise one essay for writing sweatshop and having writer's block. But I think I know how to make some of it work... I have plenty of raw data in the essay, I just need to put in some exposition. So I'll give myself an hour to hash out that and then go to bed.

Get up at 7:30 and study my watchtower for the meeting tomorrow. Ah, it will all work. Somehow.

And yes, I know this is extremely boring to whoever might be reading this, but I have to get myself mentally organized somehow or I will just fritter away my time talking to people on AIM and writing in here.

There is a relationship between beauty and pain in which the two depend upon each other. Great beauty exists only through pain, and those aware of the pain and struggle that took place in the creation of such beauty appreciate the product more...

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