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May. 10th, 2001 | 11:21 pm
mood: melancholymelancholy
music: spinner internet radio

My computer is going away tomorrow.

I am going away on Sunday.

It is a very melancholy thing for me because I do not really believe that I want to be leaving even if it is only temporary. I will miss my congregation far too much -- I did not want to say goodbye to people when I left tonight; I wanted to linger as long as I could and that is just the way of the world.

I am getting over my interest in the boy mentioned a few weeks ago. It is such an impossibility and I do not which to be wasting my time. Besides which, I will meet the right person for me at some point and maybe I have... and if I have, then I will know he is right for me and whatnot. Besides which, I want the akwardness to fade away. And it has for my part, really... and seems like it is beginning to for his part -- perhaps he is just shy and perhaps not and ...

I am overanalyzing. I will stop now.

I should call home and see how my mother is doing with her speech. She is no doubt doing fine, but I feel like I should just make sure.

People are coming tomorrow to take all of my stuff away. It will be very empty in here on Saturday night when I am sleeping on a plastic mattress with no blanket and no pillow. *sigh*

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