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Dec. 25th, 2000 | 11:13 pm
mood: boredbored

it's a funny thing how when I'm at home... well home home, which is in Minnesota (emotional home in many ways feels like it's in New York), I don't feel like updating this. Partly because my Internet here is not nearly as convenient as Ethernet at college, partly because I just want to be with my family and feel guilty for spending time on my computer and not with them. And partly because I just have nothing to say.

My mom keeps asking me who I'm talking to. I don't think I've been talking to anyone... but apparently... I'm rather baffled, though because my mom says I've been talking but as far as I know I've only been laughing. I don't know.

I think I'm going to go make maccaroni and cheese. I feel very bored and listless and rather depressed and I don't really know why. I guess I'm actually kind of missing Christmas. Not the stress part or the materialism or the actual celebration... but everybody having their special traditions and songs and whatever it is that makes people love and anticipate the holiday so much. There isn't really anything like that for me. And while I have no desire whatsoever to celebrate it, I would be lying if I didn't say that I miss some things about it sometimes.

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